I just wish someone would pat my head and say i did well today.
I just wish all these times when im suffering they would see my hard work.
I just wish would hug away all the pain for the day.
I just wish i could stop forcing myself to do what i hate.
I just wish to be properly loved.
I just wish im not forever number 2.
I just wish someone will understand me.
I just wish someone will save me from all these pain.
I wish everytime when i do things i forced myself to do to please others, they would appreciate it instead of scolding me useless.
I wish i can hide everything inside me but sometimes its just so unbearable.
Pasts may be pasts but they're just so hurting. So much so much, i still can't stand it till nw.
I'm weak. Nothing changed, it's just i hung a mask over my face.
I'm still stucked at those painful moments where everything sucked.
The only time i felt free from them is when im dancing, totally free from thinking,
of school, of Love, of pains.