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I'm happiest because i get to see veggie almost EVERYDAY! :D
HEHES. Such a caring baby, to fork out time to accompany me even though you're always so busyyy[& sleepy].
And ofcos I know baby is happy with me tooo!

SEE! So happy only! Smiling so widely!! HOHOHO. -p.s: you look cute just like your girlf! hahahahaha-
Those bad memories caused by freaking Teo & Lee bitches were a nuisance :x.
I LOVE YOU MAN BABYYYY. -i know you love me too wahahahahaha.

I love my friends too! Ahahaha! Thanks for being there yayyyy:D.
And ofcos i love my fatshit lazy hamster too!
And Danceeeee.

And last of all I fucking hate school and the teachers[fuck you alll!!!!] :D:D:D!!!

I feel like stop going to school and just study by myself.
Well, i can do in house studying and revise on my own[and with friends]
Really don't like how my school way of studying.
I just think maybe I can study better myself instead of at school.
But will anyone allow it anyway. -.-
Shit it.

It feels GREAT when teachers praise me during dance.
How long was it since i've started dancing? Hmmm, Last year's July or August? I missed 2 months of school and missed out on alot of topics. But i don't think i regretted it. Cos I doubt i would found Dance without the 2 months of break. Before i started dancing i really love seeing people dance and really liked to dance. But after i started dancing it was a whole new feel. Starting I thought i really wanna give up. But on a second thought, I loved seeing people dance since when i was 3 or 4? And to give up now would be such a waste. Dance is way more tougher than learning and listening in class. It requires so much strength and perseverance. But I really really love dance, so much I guess i can't really give up afterall. To be able to dance like now just after less than a year of practice I am happy enough. I may still not be a pro, but at least I've improved enough and advanced from the beginner stage. I want to improve more now. I want the dancing teachers to continue praising me. I want to reach a pro dancer stage as soon as possible. I want to dance out a career. I will never regret choosing dance, Ever.
:)

When will i be free of this immense pain?
Every second just hurts more than ever.
I thought time heals everything?
Then why I'm hurting more by each second?
Why?Why? Why is all these happening to me?
Tell me its all just a bad nightmare and i will wake up soon.
Tell me all these pain will end soon.
Is it cause Im old already that I had to go through all these.
Then i rather be young. I rather be a young girl. I dont wanna grow up.
Pain will eat me up.

What did i do to deserve all these pain.
It hurts.
I'm barely hanging on with everything I've had left.
These time was worse because I totally didnt expected it coming.
And these time I can't keep crying like then.
I've had enough of all these heart shattering despairs.
Spare me already.
People memories are those of the happiest times well mine is all the heartpain.
Really, i want to forget. Teach me how to forget. Forget, forget all of it.
I'm just a weakling.