TBG 2009!! BEST NIGHT LAHH. THE DANCERS WERE W-O-W.
Their inspirations for my dance. I wanna improve!
Dino was awesome!! Those japanese dancers tooo!
Their dance will make your tremble in excitement and wana jump up and dance too!
Freaky Klownz soooo dammmm cute!!
COOL MINT WAS FREAKING COOOOOOOOOOOL. JUST AS THEIR NAME SAYS.
I CANT WAIT FOR TBG 2010.
I JUST LOVE LOVE LOVE DANCE SOOOO MUCH. MUACKS.

I just wish someone would pat my head and say i did well today.
I just wish all these times when im suffering they would see my hard work.
I just wish would hug away all the pain for the day.
I just wish i could stop forcing myself to do what i hate.
I just wish to be properly loved.
I just wish im not forever number 2.
I just wish someone will understand me.
I just wish someone will save me from all these pain.
I wish everytime when i do things i forced myself to do to please others, they would appreciate it instead of scolding me useless.
I wish i can hide everything inside me but sometimes its just so unbearable.
Pasts may be pasts but they're just so hurting. So much so much, i still can't stand it till nw.
I'm weak. Nothing changed, it's just i hung a mask over my face.
I'm still stucked at those painful moments where everything sucked.
The only time i felt free from them is when im dancing, totally free from thinking,
of school, of Love, of pains.

Dance was fun today.
Freaky Klownz! Reggae was super hard and my legs were screaming in pain.
Hope they come to singapore & teach again!
I was dam happy for the whole afternoon and evening.
And when I thought i wanted to share all my happiness. Lol, share it with the toilet bowl man.
Anyway no one likes to listen to my dance "Craps" too.
How stupid.
School's starting. shit it. But alot of new dance classes are starting too. Great Great.
I really love dancing, especially when it really strains me out. And to use all my energy to dance. Woohoo.

Lol, i'm just not that important anymore.
Do you miss me the way i do when you're not around? No i don't think so.
your affections just keep gets lesser and lesser.
Lol, fucking one sided. I must be such a stupid fool.
I have you, but why do i still feel so dam lonely?

I dam hate my life now.
So freaking screwed.
And being pennyless just made it worst shit.
And those stupid hamsters are being so noisy now.

But i guess i should be happy i have dance.
And Dear.

You know it hurts that I can't see you
Damn I can't believe it
You know you always run through my mind
And still you're telling me you love me
But you'll never trust me
I know I couldn't fix it in time

And I would never find somebody
that could hold me like the way that you do
(like you do)
and now I'm hoping and I'm praying that it hit you
and you feel like I do (like I do)

baby no oo oo o
you will never be fine
you will never be fine
no oo oo o
you will never be fine
you will never be fine
Now you will never find somebody that will love you
like that way that I do (way that I do)x2

Now when you told me you was leaving
decided you don't need me
I felt the nerve quick in my life
and then the room just started spinning
I thought that I was tripping
I wish that I could turn back the time
(I wish that I ccould turn back the time)

Now I can't help that you're hurting
I deserve it now you do what you do
(do what you do)
and now I put it on my life that you will never go
through what you went through
(baby come back home)I'm sorry babe come back

[Chorus:]
baby no oo oo o
you will never be fine
you will never be fine
no oo oo o
you will never be fine
you will never be fine
Now you will never find somebody that will love you
like that way that I do (way that I do)

I wish a thousand times I can take it back
I wish a thousand times you could take me back
but there's no way in hell you would see my view
what am I gonna gonna do
through every minute and second
it just keeps coming and going

It's just more days of thunder somewhere
I'm trapped in the storm
and now I'm crying for you (I'm crying for you)
I'm looking for
baby come and save me

baby no oo oo o
you will never be fine
you will never be fine(never never)
no oo oo o (no no)
you will never be fine
you will never be fine
Now you will never find somebody that will love you
like that way that I do (way that I do)

i've never felt so lose before. everything thing just sucks. just when i found some things precious to me, just when i thought i could change to make everyone happy again, but i cant. i'm just a bitch. EVERYTHING I PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT FOR JUST CRUMBLED TO DUST. I WAS TIRED. I AM TIRED. BUT WHAT CAN I DO? I WILL JUST FAIL ALL OVER AGAIN. love hurts, to love someone hurts, to love your friends hurts, to love your family hurts, to love a passion hurts. everything just hurts, i cant accomplish anything. all i have left is a pain in my heart, a old wound reopen-ed and worsen, a dream that is forever just a dream. empty, empty. i hate it, i hate having so much to love, and yet getting nothing in return. i can do well in anything. everytime i will just fail. every effort will go down the drain. crying crying but it doesnt help. i dont want another heartbreak, for this time i feel like i will break.

and ash new chereo song just have to fit perfectly into the situation im in now. what a sad coincidence.