You didn't really treated me that well as you thought you did.
But I can only blame myself for loving you. ):
I really want to laugh. I feel more like the 3rd party. And she's more like your girlf. Hahah.
What a irony.

I guess I shall made a private blog. Or keep a diary. Laugh.
Everything is so sad, but I didn't really want to say it out.
Because I doubt anyone would understand.